Nothing Like Suffering

Creative Writing |

i feel like my battery suddenly died
without warning me
and i have no energy left to go one step further
i feel ill in my soul
i need to recharge
but i don’t know where and how
resting in my bed sucks even more energy out
drawing awards me with more energy
but i’m so
that i can’t even move the pen
i need to feel this and
embrace the suffering
in order to grow
and it will
pass and leave me
but it is still
to feel (like)
all the time.